Sunny Yellow Bananas :D

Full stop

2011-05-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

Had a dream that dragged on for five years or so...

Today, I've woken up from it ;)

Moved on - for real.

Oh but, before I do, just want to say it for the LAST time (I swear)...

I was true.

Goodbye.

Oops I couldn't recognise my own blog!

2011-05-11T16:31:00.002+08:00

The design has changed - probably gonna change again 'cos I think it's... :x

Stayed home the whole day, spent 70% of my time on youtube videos.

Thought about having my own productions (not that I'm talented enough)

But yknow, people try and learn and grow up.

But before I could focus on all the arts stuff, maybe I should get serious on the packing.

(you should see what state my room is in now...)

Have a number of tasks on today's list but I only completed one, which is laundry :0

Let's get started........ Oh no! It's 4:36PM already?!?!?!

Man, I'd have to do it tmr then.

Tomorrow never comes :)

Uh oh!

2011-04-12T17:59:00.002+08:00

Suddenly came to realise that.........

I've slacked away one and a half months! :x

Mans. Gonna start working on the things I've planned to work on

when I was still in Hays.

Lots and lots of tasks on hand.

First up: exercise.

Tomorrow shall be the start of my personal training!

Also planned to finish learning a few songs on piano (keyboard, actually)...

So. Let's set a deadline, by 1 May? Hahah! Jiayou :D

Next...... Maybe do up more drawings/shadings and then post onto whatdoyouseewhenyoucloseyoureyes ;)

...Oops! Dinner time :D

ciaos!

ninefourzero <3

About Grandma

2011-04-12T17:54:00.002+08:00

Just wrote a new story (after such a long while) in whatdoyouseewhenyoucloseyoureyes ;)

I can't believe how emotional I felt when I was writing the story...

Yknow, considering the fact that I've never met my grandma before.

Maybe it's just this... kinship thing that never fails to make people emotional.

Also attached xiaohuangqi's "ahma eh wei"...

cried when I listened to it.

So, enjoy ;)

EMO POSTS NO MORE!

2011-04-03T16:12:00.002+08:00

Hello 2011! :)

Hello April 2011.

Mans, April's fool day just went past like that :o

Okay. the durian in my stomach is creating havoc. Haahhaaa

Blog again sooooon ;D

Ciaos.

jocelyn

MIAN BI SI GUO

2010-06-21T00:37:00.001+08:00

just smile and learn to love life as it is

2010-06-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

my story corner! ;)

2010-06-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

http://whatdoyouseewhenyoucloseyoureyes.blogspot.com

and waves washed me back to the shore

2010-05-31T21:17:00.006+08:00

some family drama over here,
which pulls me harshly back to the reality of life.
and back to the starting point of many things.
im currently in a confused stage, of life. all over again.
i promise the post will end in a different note.

...

so my conclusion from this incident is:
for being sincere and loving, this is what i get in return.
for being nice, this is your attitude that my parents have to put up with.

is this a representation of life,
or am i microscoping into it too much?
and i got a conclusion. yes, life is indeed like this.
and the fuckiest thing is, we have to accept it this way.

but here's jocelyn's vow.

i will ammend my bad (based on the feedback from my mom and jiejie).
i want to grow up and be a good girl, not one who throws tantrums.
and, im going to continue to be sincere in life ;)

this incident has hit me hard, just like a broken relationship.
it had disheartened me about life once again.
but consurrently, it brought me back to the deep thoughts point,
from which i realised, and was reminded,
that i shall continue to stick to my principle of being truthful.
'cos there're still people who love me and whom i love.
out there, waiting for me to stand up after this cry.
i know there's at least one person who's waiting for me to
make him proud.
i won't let you down.

here's jocelyn. swimming towards the centre of the ocean. against the current. again.

HR DAY 2010

2010-05-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

LOTS OF AND LOTS OF THANKS.
really appreciate your efforts, people.

from organisers to lecturers
to the most crucial facilitators and station masters
and the emcees from mr and mrs tan.co
and the participants
and the photographers
and those who've helped to move heavy and light things here and there
and, everything else yaa, even if it's just standing there and doing nth
thanks for perspiring for the HR DAY.

Really full of gratitude now mann.
esp to the year 3s ;)
expected year 3s to be the most reluctant yknow x)
but in the end, WOOOOOH.

So happy to see everyone play and laugh and enjoy =')
it makes me feel tt my effort has been totally paid off.

also, thanks elsonbaby for all the moral support even though you've a long day of work.
and thanks brother for all the messages even though it's hard for you to sms.

I LOVE YOU'ALL! :D
Cheers,
jocelyn!

blood and sweat

2010-05-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

ytd i got real tired and i asked myself:
why am i stressing out over something that no one bothers
or, something that everyone don't want.

but, okay. frankly speaking, i haven't gotten any answer yet. xO
but i can only continue to walk straight.
and hope that people can see our efforts one day! ;D

sincere efforts,
jocelyn.

30/04/10 :(:

2010-04-30T22:13:00.003+08:00

ten things that upset me today :(
1. c
2. o
3. u
4. r
5. s
6. e
7. t
8. e
9. e
10. s

ten things that made my day :)
1. hugs and kisses from nosle
2. nosle waited for me for so many hours ;)
3. saw my darlingliling today! hughug!
4. eleanor asked if im feeling okay
5. im getting better!
6. nosle's twiggies! and cream! :P
7. brother passed his live firing
8. it's labour day tmr
9. had bad headache but i also had nosle
10. im here for mummy when needs me

anways
who's nosle? it's my
babylove
ELSON! ;D

with smiles,
jocelyn!

let me just sit down here for a moment

2010-04-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

rights, baby. today just felt like a super happy day to start with
but then everything started to die off.

finally got to wear shoes! ah-haa, comfy comfy ;D
tgt with my sp S$16 (cos everyone's asking) pullover,
which eventually got me perspiring like mr hareesh and mr larry =x
love them.

see facebook and im so grrrrr that i missed 4h outing :(
sad. i miss them. really ahhh.
chose to stay with family;
considering daddy mummy's ages...
it's more appropriate to babysit yah.
i still love all of you ;D

anyway i didn't regret bahh, not much time left with babies i think.
sad sad sad ahhh. ROAR.
D:

next, no more honour roll.
it hit me A BIT ;) at first. only!
and now im really fine lahssss.
anyway i started out poly without any aims or competitiveness ;D
now im just back to what i used to be, baby.

and.
family stuffs.
mamamiaaaaaaaaaaa.

rest time for jocelyn, darlings.
BRB ;)
hook pinkies!

the only way not to get disappointed, is to never hope for it in the first place. ESP for things that you know will never happen.

2010-04-20T05:52:00.002+08:00

unrecognised scars

2010-04-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

bet you or someone around you have encountered
this kind of situation before;
guy makes girl angry unknowingly,
girl stays angry,
guy stays ignorant,
girl feels even more angry,
guy still stays ignorant.

conclusion,
girl should let guy know.
or else, guy will still stay ignorant.
if girl chooses to continue bottling up,
then don't blame him for being ignorant.
another alternative, if girl doesn't want to let guy know,
then forget about the unhappy issue and move on ;)

well, it's just a random thought of the day for ya ;)

ai jiu dui le

2010-04-14T12:50:00.003+08:00

shero;

总是要流一些滚烫热泪才能换来对于爱的体会
你看世界没有毁灭, 心也没有碎
其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
所以别再理有他的回忆有空再回忆
离开你的只有他但是爱还在

听我说爱是对的错的是我们
还没学会爱就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

我当然经历过你现在的感受我想那是人必经的折磨
也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点苦痛帮助她成熟

听我说爱是对的错的是我们
还没学会爱就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

别探听他的线索别等待他会回头
爱不喜欢看人软弱别继续把心封锁别躲在伤心里头
爱万一来了别错过

爱是对的错的是我们
还没学会爱就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

听我说爱是对的错的是别人
自以为懂爱才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了
爱来了别错过

diploma in human resource mgt with psychology

2010-04-13T16:16:00.007+08:00

FOP for dhrmp was on Monday;
when i stood before of the cohort,
a strong sense of achievement surged thru' me.

infront of my eyes is the third batch of dhrmp,
still fresh and clueless.
it felt like yesterday when i was at that stage.
but i'd already lived thru' two years of poly.
two damn years :)

anyways, made use of ytd to promote hr and student chapter x)
seriously.
it's the same logic as: babies learn better than adults.
so you've gotta input that dhrmp-family mentality into them at this stage.
like what yuduan told me: it's very hard to bond de.
demoralising yes. but not like it's sth idk.
but i'll still try my best :)

some pictures for your eyes;
more in facebook :)

the year ones:

mr. Yakun :)
yesyes that's his name.
very guai de, sayangs!

the ever bubbly Kevin :)

oh, yes.

2010-03-22T22:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to
BRYAN TOH :D

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to
WOONYONG too :D

Best wishes! :)
with loves, care and concern,
JOCELYN :D

it's 22nd of March ;D

2010-03-22T21:21:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TWIN ;D

i hope you're smiling.

perhaps letting you spend your day alone

wasn't tt bad ;)

lose yourself in the bustle and hustle,

and enjoy the inner silence. alone.

think of your life so far over the 20 years.

i only came in during your 18th year.

i don't know how much impact i've made,

but you're really an important friend, to me.

im sorry i've been neglecting many things.

for many reasons. ....excuses.

i miss the good old days.

but those memories are stagnant

like these pictures below.

i should've paid more attn to

the happenings in life.

of my jasmine.

Here's my wish for you:
SMILE.

cos the sun WILL rise.

with laughs,
940 ;)

my hair's (ever) getting shorter :P

2010-03-22T00:32:00.006+08:00

reminiscencing the good o'
long hair days ;)

warm fuzzy wazzi for my long hair! :O

and HELLO short hair :)

andand HELLO to even shorter hair :)

i cut it again. no pictures yet tho x) :)

ANYWAYS,

idk why the following fall under this post.

but. yah.

i miss my year2 groups ;O

i'll miss sitinawariah & chenyiying very muchhhhhh..

and i'll get veryyyyyyyy sick of balltan. HAHAHAHAA

well, we've to move on with life anyway.

all the best ;D

idk why the following is also in this post.

hahaaa anyways anyways lahhh:

dinnering ;D

shall sign off with our *gasp* poses :D

i can't sleep!

2010-03-17T00:42:00.004+08:00

shit. i thought of so many things to say just now =/
alrights, the words are coming back...

im currently in a drowsy state, thanks to antibiotics.
(dnto eb sruerispd fi yuo sartt to ese wdros leik tish k!)
but concurrently mentally hyper.
a lot of things are going thru my mind!

im thinking of bonding dhrmp...
as in, seriously bond. which is hard yah,
considering the fact that there are people who don't really bother,
or worse, there are people who in fact really don't bother.
and, people who have no idea why there're in this course.
BUT ANYWAYS,
we're already in this little cosy dhrmp family.
sings we're all in this together :)
think that's the very basic mindset that everybody needs to have, yea.
regardless of how much you care about dhrmp,
YOU ARE PART OF THIS DHRMP FAMILY ;D
AND I LOVE YOU (is this important? lol. i shall Ctrl+Z)

BTW, im not doing any promotion or propaganda,
in case you're wondering.
i don't get cca points for blogging :)

ANYWAYS, there're going to be events coming up,
loads of events ;)
SOSOSO, im really hoping to get more and more people involved.
especially the year 2s, cos we're left with one final year in sp...... ='/
if you feel that your poly life has been boring,
if you feel like you haven't contributed anything,
if you know that you haven't gotten enough cca points,

it's still not late to do sth.

if you're thinking why the heck should i even bother to commit,
then the more you should come and join us :)
cos we'll show you WHY! >:)

my personal wish is that we can have a lot
of people who're interested to volunteer,
coming from all the different classes;
and, volunteering not for the sake of cca points,
but because you really want to join us
to make a difference.
and at the end of poly life,

everyone in dhrmp can look back and tell ourselves
that we'd enjoyed ourselves,
that we'd contributed sth to my course.

-
alrights, that's all for today!
shall sleep and be hyper for tmr :D
GOODNIGHT, dearests.
here's jocelyn signing off.

Recovered (:

2010-01-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

thankyou. =')

with love and sunshines and smile,
jocelyn ='D

schedule of my lifeless month ahead

2010-01-28T21:35:00.004+08:00

now we're at week 15 Friday.

week 16...
- GEMS submission of homeworks; 03/02
- hand in RM report; 05/02

week 17...
- hand in T&D report; 08/02
- T&D presentation; 08/02
- HRIS lab test; 08/02
- brother's birthday; 09/02
- PNCM negotiation; 10/02
- UCCD exam; 12/02
- cny; 14/02

week 18...
- precious study week.
- 02 cny gathering; 17/02

week 19...
- FM paper; 23/02
- RM paper; 25/02

week 20...
LIBERATION. equals. END OF POLY YEAR 2.
don't know if i should look forward to it, or not.

im at the stage of my life when i feel tt i fail at everything

2010-01-28T21:23:00.003+08:00

i think i fail as a class rep (want zhiyu back!!! PROTEST)
i think i fail as a twin (can't find time to go out. BAD)
i think i fail as a sister (never reply your messages. BAD)
i think i fail as a T&D leader (never prepare questions well enough. LOUSY)
i think i fail as a girlfriend (not enough time for you. GUILTY)
i think i fail as a friend (no specific reason. just feel like so. LOST)
i think i fail as a student (can't concentrate or get things going without ample sleep! BAD)
i think i fail as a daughter (can't do anything to improve our situation now. WORRIED)
i think i fail as an individual (my life is good while people are suffering out there. GUILTY)
i think i fail as a consumer (i eat too much. FAT)
i think i fail as a student (there's so much to do! STRESS)
i think i fail as a girl (no long hair. not pretty. PUTOFF)
i think i fail at everyeveryeverything lehs.

i need my superbrother :(

overhaul

2010-01-27T17:57:00.003+08:00

Machine #940 broke down.

Currently under repair.

she needs to

to find time

to be able to cut herself into pieces

to have time for everyone who needs her

to be rich enough to help everyone in need

to be a better class rep

to succeed in gaining a simple support from a company

to put in more effort in her studies

to get a simple scholarship

to have time for a simple cca

to realise that she is in reality

so all those mentioned above

can't be realised.

YOU SEE SEE DEE. mission one accomplished!

2010-01-23T20:27:00.006+08:00

completed the uccd handbook!

blood and sweat; i almost broke into tears when it was finally finalised.

I WANT TO CHEER :D.
for the sense of accomplishment, achievement,
and our team spirit.
and for the blood and sweat:

after all the money spent, the efforts, the sleepless nights, the last-minute errors,

the cutting, the sore back, the tedious markings, woah. it's all on kenneth wong's desk now ;)

Btw, our HRIS bottles :)
from RoadKings Beverage Dept. hahaa

i trust you

2010-01-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

the thing that really puzzles me is this trust i have in you
i know, it's a good thing. and it's one of my personal goals in life
to be able to trust someone so completely.
but it's unbelievable.
which is why it sets me thinking.

you asked, why i can trust you so easily, but not the land.

and i really had no answer to that.

is it really trust? or don't-care, too-tired-to-care?

of cos, the latter is negative
im just listing down a few possibilities.

i know this contradicts with my previous post. but,
sometimes i do look back.
and then i realised i've already walked so much.
im tired, and i want to take a rest.
furthermore i compared now with history.
and i really don't want to think about such thing anymore.
trust. jealousy. think too much. green hat.
fuck, it really makes me feel tired all over again
and start to doubt everything again.

but then i quickly reminded myself not to let the past affect now
for the past has no right to determine my standards for you now
YOU ARE YOU. now is now; im in PRESENT. you ARE true. it IS love. it IS trust.
as unbelievable as it can be, im going to let the faith go on anyway.

continue walking

2010-01-14T22:31:00.004+08:00

just watched Dang Wo Men Tong Zai Yi Qi
and i really had some strong feelings.
could relate to it somehow.

things happen every next second
which makes life irreversible.
nomatter how honghonglielie things were in the past
you can't go back.
even if you want to, even if you miss it so much.
you're already right here, at today's date.

so, let go, move on.
smile and be friends.

but urgghhh. hate it.
why can't we fight back and go against the current?
"i really want to go back to the past!"
but fact is, you can't. you just can't go back anymore.
you just can't choose not to move on.
and here comes my most hated phrase "life is like that".

TIPS

;) close your eyes and continue moving forward.
;) rmb to keep BREATHING.
;) keep the past as memories. tt's the maximum.
;) if these memories will make you want to go back, then lock them up or don't refer.
;) take a good look at what you have now.
;) think, do you still want to lose another precious thing? NO!!!
;) so, here comes the big word again: CHERISH.

academic updates

2010-01-13T00:09:00.004+08:00

this mst:
67 for HRIS. (which is wayyy better than i'd thought)
79 for FM. (bleahhh)
92 for RM. (alrights)
91 for T&D. (yeaa, im shocked for this too)
58 for PNCM. (:

as for projects...
78 for uccd ca1. (which is WAYYY better than i'd thought)
felt like crying when i got it back.
wow. efforts from sleepless nights. seventy-eight ;) ;) ;)

uccd projects are so killer T.T
now it's ca2.
GO, JOCELYN ;D

week 13...
- hand in HRIS report; 14/01
- hand in PNCM report; 15/01
- complete UCCD individual parts; 15/01

week 14...
- HRIS presentation; 21/01
- hand in RM Questionnaires; 21/01
- hand in UCCD report; 22/01

week 15...
- UCCD presentation; 26/01
- FM ca2; 26/01
- send RM Questionnaires to solid; 27/01

week 16...
- GEMS submission of homeworks; 03/02
- hand in RM report; 05/02

week 17...
- hand in T&D report; 08/02
- T&D presentation; 08/02
- PNCM negotiation; 10/02

-tagg replies-

940toYY: hahaa aiyoyoo. thanks mann ;D love you!
940toNasibryani: HAHA big bully. i replied cos im friendly lor. haha! x)
your tummy also... =x HEH.

sorry, not in my best of mood

2010-01-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

apologies if you didn't see the jocelyn in the prev post.
that's me when you step on my tail.
life's a total turn off at this stage, i agree.
bear with it.
though there's not gonna be any solution,
well, give them some time to move on ;D

JOCELYN IS BACK, again.

moving on

2010-01-10T12:38:00.001+08:00

sorry if i kept you worrying yea.
that was some kind of mood swing.. =/

now im back ;D

with giggles and laughter,
here's jocelyn for you :D

take my ego away

2010-01-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

current situation: cold war with dear mummy.
reason, stupid enough: i didn't take my iphone home.
correct action: apologise/ break the ice.
reasons for holding back: guilt, ego.

grrrr.
im sorry, mummy.

Squad 4 random gathering.

2009-12-31T02:36:00.001+08:00

2nd JANUARY 2010.
5PM @ Marina Bay mrt station.
then we go Marina Barrage (YAY charlene wee taught me how to spell!)

so, far, as, suggested, by, daniel,plan, is,
to, sit, there, and, crap, and, do, nth.
feel free to make suggestions k. haha!

hope you'll make yourself free for this romdan gathering
though it's pretty random and lame.
and, tell me if you're going k!
btw, ma'am and jiesheng will be there too :)

cheers,
xiao jocelyn :) (LOL. wth. *inside joke*)

cherish

2009-12-30T17:36:00.002+08:00

these few weeks i've been telling myself
how true this happiness is.
everything tt i have now;
my family, elson, my brother, my friends, my life.

but then the main focus had been quite a lot on
just elson.

then just now,
when i opened the door for mummy,
i suddenly realised
hey, that's my mom.
that's sth so true too.
somebody i don't want to lose.
somebody i really love ;)

and i see her wrinkles,
and kneecap problem, and
her becoming more forgetful
(i hope she don't learn how to use blogger. lol)
and then,
i realised,
she has aged.

same applies to daddy.
locked the house door,
walked away.
walked back to check.
walked away.
walked back to double check.

dearest parents,
I LOVE YOU.

ahhh im so grateful to you'all too.
the first people whom i should thank yea ;D

love you'all.

two turtle doves

2009-12-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

merry christmas

2009-12-25T16:33:00.002+08:00

ytd i had this sudden overwhelming anxiousness
for the fact that 2009 is going to end soon.

experienced a lot this year ;D

i worked for the first time in my life (for two days though).
promoting sunglasses.
"Hi, would you like to look at these sunglasses?
They're 100% UV-protected, polarized, anti-fog, scratch-proof.
They're safety sunglasses suitable especially for sports people.
If you already have spectacles, we recommend Optimus,
as there's this frame inside which you can put your lenses.
It can be done at any optical outlets.
Feel free to look at other models.
Now we're having a 15% discount!
So the price ranges from S$88 to S$110.
We would also be giving away free spects strap and the box per purchase."
(wow all the memories flowing back)
and i could rmb there were mute and deaf customers.
like, really mute and deaf.
it was really an enriching experience =')

got into Frisbee, then got forced out of Frisbee by canaan. LOL.

Went yellow ribbon project run :D

Visited a mosque (for uccd) :)
really learnt something different. well, good.

punya left our class.
i miss you, babe. i miss your indian food. x')
you've never left our hearts.

became class rep.
did things for the class, real sincerely.
bought presents very happily :)
one of my biggest wishes is for the class to be happy when tgt. ;D

went for scholarship interview, got into second round,
and didn't get selected afterall.

officially formed HR Chapter!! :)
OH which reminds me! i need to arrange for meeting. haha

OENT (online entrepreneur)... was another experience.
lead a group on an impossible project.
and in the end, we did our very own "blogshop"!
of cos, it was fake (no sales allowed) and removed already! haha

MAD camp...
knew so much more friends and,
got to run around in Orchard like a crazy buncha people :)

FOC 09/10...
got to know more about canaan, and following that:
April to october were dominated by him.
sweet, sour, bitter... and,
learnt to love, learnt to face the reality and let go.
it made me grew up even more. =')
i appreciate the memories.

which links to another highlight of the year,
i chopped off my painstakingly-grown long hair to a bob :D

there's another milestone in me and bro's history ;)
4 years back, i was down cos of hwee (haha why does it sound like a joke now eh)
brother was there for me. like all the way ;D
then this time it's cos of canaan. similarly down.
brother was there again ;)
i know he has never left. loves!

another highlight was... elson :)
another saviour who picked me up.
and found JOCELYN back :)

31 Oct this year was pretty exceptional.
had brother danny and nett knocking on my door at 8am in the morning.
wow :) thanks for finding your ways to my house at 7am in the morning ;)
though it was a simple birthday song and a simple breakfast...
it meant so much.
and, they taught me a lesson:
CHERISH ;D
afterwhich... got to meet up with kat & lalaa.
my birthday pretty dominated by the nanchiau ppl yeaa. haha
in the evening, was with my family at jumbo.
simply dressed in the sweater, with my simple family.
but with the very exaggerated Hello Kitty cake :D

had more gatherings this year :)
dan's birthday, hwee's birthday, my birthday, nett's birthday, etc... :D

went APEC.
though all we did was hold placards and greet delegates,
it was a whole new experience of doing sth for the country
(wow don't i sound patriotic now ;D)
saw people from all walks of life:
pushpa jenna deenie yizhen joyce peter benjamin may... still got a lot :)
then, attended the appreciation dinner
and took picture with PM Lee. :D

met up with my twin!
so so so so so sweet :)
tmr we're meeting up again, and with 941 somemore! ;)
laugh you'all.

many more, many more.
these are just the few happenings tt i can rmb for now x)
and i'd say i've grown. really.
sigh, it's a good thing and a bad thing at the same time.

Merry Christmas, people.
and an advanced Happy New Year.

looking forward to an even more interesting year :)

reminder to self:
19th year resolution remains, which is to
BE A BETTER FRIEND :D

my biggest christmas gift ;D

2009-12-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

slap me if I ever do take you for granted

2009-12-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

inflation

2009-12-22T16:17:00.003+08:00

im ballooning! x)
have been eating a lot nowadays...
like, daily maggi. daily chocs.
worse is it doesn't feel sinful.

im happily fat now :)

tang yuan day :D

2009-12-22T15:34:00.002+08:00

made 90 glutinious rice balls today :)

hmmm, hope the kids are having fun now ;D
loves!

tagg replies:

940-Yaozhong.
LOL you sound like you went for the camp! x)
yepyep jia en superrrrr cute de lah =D
i got kiss her on her cheek!! xD

940-Sebb.
haha when did i have that comment? xD
anyways anyways, now im back le lah..
JOCELYN'S BACK :)

goodnight ;)

2009-12-22T01:09:00.000+08:00

i miss the kids ;D

2009-12-21T16:20:00.004+08:00

the pictures are up of FB! :)
i spent quite some time looking thru the few albums x)
miss them. miss the camp... ;)

and sigh, meiyu!!!
i so want to go to tmr's outting T.T
william and joelle also got ask me..
like, make me more want to go.
but cannot... =/
HELP ME SAY HI ;)

enjoy yourselves, people <3

camp scienza :D

2009-12-19T13:41:00.003+08:00

quick quick!!!

ask me where i was

from 12 dec to 15 dec!!!

YES i was at Camp Scienza :D

it was an absolutely memorable

science camp for little dearies.

(little monkeys) :P

misses.

thanks thanks thanks

meiyu for first of all

asking me to join this camp!

see the picture below :)

that's my group... the bunch of wanderers. HAHA

william, norman, stella,
ray, wayne, joelle,
timothy korkor, eric korkor, jocelyn jiejie :)

had people like ray and stella, etc
who like to roam around
and when they roam they really don't care abt the grp de! x)
so by the end of half of day 1,
we were all worn out le xD

(ohyes.. i want to go science centre
and explore properly) :P

second night i brought joelle
to changi hospital for her finger
(hope it's okay now le!)
so we left camp for while..

cute, there were some who missed home
and other who don't want to go home x)

anyways anyways,
love the kids so much.
and love the group leaders and ocs :)
all very cooperative and love kids de
so... was real memorable =')

looking forward to the next camp,
jocelyn jiejie :)

love after love

2009-11-30T20:24:00.002+08:00

The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

-Derek Walcott-

9pm to 10am x)

2009-11-26T10:08:00.001+08:00

yes, it's 4 in the morning and im still here

2009-11-17T04:01:00.002+08:00

it's 17 nov.
but a 17th that no longer mean anything :)
moved on. POSITIVE :)

so, has been long since i really stayed up this late.
didn't do much. msn. omg im so sorry, dear groupmates.
but k i done uccd tutorial :)
continue with t&d report & uccd report tmr!
(probably no more run for me) =/

got yesheng and jona brothers with me
for staying up this late. =')
thanks!

ouch, gastric. =x
im going to sleep!

apec graduation!

2009-11-14T10:01:00.002+08:00

ended my last duty ytd :)
had a great deal of fun HAHA
fulfilled my lifelong dream of.......
going onto the bouncy playground!!!! haha
(yknow the kinds you see at pasamalam. for kids one!) but we could go in!
somemore this one no need to pay one!!!! HAHA
really happy. =D =D =D =D =D
*jumps around* omg im hyper!!! *pause to breathe* xD

we took lots of pictures too!!!! but all still with jenna...
confirm need to wait for years. -.- ...HAHA!

so many people/things are keeping me alive ='D
therefore i must be positive. this' true:
always look on the bright side of life!
:) it's up to ourselves to determine whether we want to be happy or not.
:) happiness only goes to positive people.

loveeeee you'all so much!!!!!

2009-11-12T13:13:00.004+08:00

whole class knows! HAHA
and im really touched by their reactions x')
but got one insensitive person ah... i won't say it's sebas lah hor...
kept saying about it...... i almost died. haha
but revived again :) :) :)

then, just now ball and us took the same lift as shimin.
IM FINE :)
i hope she'll be fine too. jiayou ;)

i love my class :D
i love love love the people who showed concern (and anger! x)).
i love everybody so much! :D
THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT, PEOPLE :)

escapade (two of our monsters!!)

2009-10-24T13:26:00.003+08:00

do come and join us!!! =D

ESCAPADE

2009-10-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

shout out to dudes and dudettes taking Os this year!!!!!
take some time out on 14th 15th nov (7pm to 7am!!!) and
COME EXPERIENCE SP

ESCAPADE
dusk to dawn

more details in facebook!
it's gonna be fun =D

aftermad

2009-10-06T17:01:00.003+08:00

sorraye for the delayyy.
was hibernating away and then, family time. x)
so didn't really have time for lappy.
then, now facebook has some traffic jam
so i can't really do anything like tag and stuffs.
so here i am.

camp pictures are all over in facebook
so here's gonna be just WORDS. haha

well. first day was pretty....... SAD.
for my group, only 4 out of 16 campers turned up
so demoralising!!
but alright at least i was happy i had mole with me.
at first i thought my group is going to kua with all those fascils =x
so, thank goodness mole's in my group =D

ahhaa saw who the daryl was...
haha the one who'd been complaining about the camp's org
in the end he also stayed throughout xD

k eventually they had a reshuffle and then
i had a new group. group 4. = STITCH:
leroy. eric. kim. weijie. jeremy. kester. benny. yaser.
wylie. jessie. janice. desiree. seven.
jocelyn. mabel. kelvin. elroy. yonglin. wangjun.
and of cos, mole! :) :) :)

...CONTINUE LATERRRR

back from MAD prep camp!

2009-09-23T14:36:00.007+08:00

so shag! x)

but still here uploading pics.

anyway had to turned on comp

to check results mah.

hate results ='/

anyways!

mad prep camp.

pretty fun lah

got the same old red shirt people

but this time also got a lot of DACs

suddenly joining us.

and, this year it's quite greatly advised

by dennis sim.

anyways anyways!

pictures :)

let's start of with some jeremies =D

first ice-breaking thing was...

massaging -.-

quite lame leh.

but anyway i think the actual first game is

the 10cents 5cents one.

quite fun lah.

kena forfeit =p

we kept thinking is 50cents

so six of us is correct answer! haha so blurrrr

after that is the burst-others'-balloons game

here:

okay then into the bunk.

(waah im super tired why am i typing so much ah...)

okay grp5:
mabel cathrine ekjun kelvin

yonglin ronald tingting yesheng

junjie crosby jocelyn :)

and this is shimin
.......'s back :)

this pick-up line forfeit's very disgusting lor.

haha..

like, crosby's line is

"i know your name is tonight. can i call you tonight?"

haha my hair stand can!

k then after that we had a very very very

long lecture on...... (on what ah?)

but i rmb watching a video

and seeing the sb website.

not so bad la i can rmb leh =)

then, it's FD.

i like :)

but we play until a bit competitive lar

so didn't really get to enjoy the food slowly =p

more pictures with the different foods

are with mabel so wait for her to upload.

beehoon mee - nuggets - strawberry icecream -

mushroom soup - prata -

apple pie - eclair - ruffles -

starbucks (haha) - sweets - sandwich - hotdog bun -

nachos - soyabean milk.

ohyaa the best thing is.

the budget for each group is around 20.

but can top up lah so

we each topped up 5.

in the end we spent 79dollars. crazyyyyyyy

klaa then after that is this night walk.

have to be blindfolded

then trust the fascils kind of thing.

lol she still can sms

...then, these pictures are today de le.

didn't sleep much in the night.

played bridge till really braindead ah

so i changed to become audience instead

then after a while jiu fell asleep

until his legs became numb haha xD

so goes on to day2.

accompanied meiyu to go shower.

then when we were going up to bunk,

the lift got stuck.

haha and, we were very calm

like so casual.

meiyu: "eh, did you realise the lift stopped moving?"

jocelyn: "yah hor"

meiyu and jocelyn unhurriedly presses all the buttons in the lift.

after some time, decided to call jeremy.

after some more time, decided to sit down

then chit chat

then sing songs

then jocelyn fell asleep :)

we waited for one hour in the lift.

too tired to feel any fear or what le haha

he kuang i got meiyu with me leh =D

went stadium and join them after our mac breakfast

missed out the entire game lah

so don't even know what the debrief was about.

anw, took fascils pictures :)

TATA!

(and ... YAY i can go and shower and sleep le!!! =D)

yellow ribbon project run (pictures!)

2009-09-17T15:47:00.012+08:00

they've cute, meaningful

posters and boards like this all around =D

and a little joke for ya :)

starting the race proper,

(5km)

this' the encouraging banner =D

the one that says

"For they conquer who they believe they can."

i like!

and by then we were left with 1 more km to go =D

here's the cool mist.

damn cool =)

route attractions.

for me, it's this. =D

ah haaa!

and the others =)

this is johor battery.

not canon like we'd thought it was =p

and, the mascot went for the run too! =)

i like this big rainbow over here =D

after the race! =)
all still panting and sweating.

cooling down

weird individual shots. haha

eleanor's bloody shoe

on a serious note...

how would you feel being trapped in here?

...you'll probably feel like this.

yellow ribbon project run!

2009-09-06T18:31:00.002+08:00

yes, we finished the race. =)
although it's just 5km (haha) but
hey we're still very proud of ourselves!
cos i didn't train at all...
and i jogged throughout. didn't stop!!!! =)
oh except for photo taking and when pinger's butt cramp =X

ran and sweat a lot. and went red. haha
never felt so good for very long le.
ever since frisbee! OOPS. (sorry kaikai).

really like this run ='D
ONE its meaningful
TWO it's yellow ribbon
THREE it's related to my ambition (sorry kaikai again!)
FOUR there were challenges like inclines... reminded me of nordin camp (rmb atc? =))
FIVE the cute guys....... OOOOPS (sorry sorry kaikai again! im just kidding k. ily)
SIX they have all those encouragement on the way.
yknow that really helped a lot.

first that i saw was a banner saying
"SMILE, YOU'VE DONE WELL. 3km." :)
second was a group of people with drums and pompoms.
then they were shouting and cheering. really helpful ='D THANKS.
third was another banner "for they conquer what they believe they can" ='D
so, gop one db quote: "mind over body" =D
you first have to believe that you can do it,
and then you'll find that it just gets going.

and! they've this cool mist thing. haha so cool, yea =D
overall it's nice lah =D
except that we didn't get to see the prisoners like i'd expected. =x

ohyaa. saw christabel. crazy girl ran 10k. haha but okay lah im not surprised
it's so her.
but she's thinner, fairer. haha!

rights, pictures will come up soon okay =)
for now there's no time for me to upload them.
take care!

(time to rest my muscles....... ohno! need to go fetch junior & jet le. ARHHH. (haha))!
SMILES.

DROOLS WHILE THINKING OF MR BEAN ICE-CREAM

2009-08-15T00:33:00.001+08:00

rrrrrrrrrwps

2009-08-15T00:28:00.002+08:00

and this is the last lap to go for sem1 projects =')
mixed feelings.
first is YES, finally can have a break!
second is HUH? no more projects ah?

haha anyways.
now we're left with rwps presentation and that's all, THAT'S ALL!

now that im doing the slides,
i manage to find quite a number of
useful data
which i "couldn't" find during the research for the report!!!
HAHA
sigh i didn't put in much effort for my rwps report
i know.
sigh but that's that. it's in meena's hands now.

IM SLEEPY.

CRAVING FOR DELIFRANCE TUNA CROISSANT (EXTRA TOMATO AND LETTUCE PLS!)

2009-08-07T16:13:00.001+08:00

BACK!!! (:

2009-07-31T14:29:00.002+08:00

finally completed perf mgt and comben.
considered the major reports and ppts =)
and im satisfied with both projects.
sincerely thanks to my fellow groupmates ='D

but well. still have projects on hand;
RWPS (T.T)
OENT
BLAW
then HRPRS and PSYCHO are practical tests.

so now we're going to use up friday to settle oent (grrrr).
then tmr i shall attempt to complete rwps.
then sunday should be dedicated to my dearest family :)
then monday, hrprs questionnaire and stuffs.
we shall start blaw after hrprs. is tt crazy?
we're wasting the allowance time that dennis sim kindly gave us x)

im asking el to buy me pasamalam sausage x)
eh im not bullying her lah it's just on the way only
(just that she'll have to cross two more traffic lights) haha!

missing knerd so badly.

OH i almost forgot to mention!
np blog got removed.
somehow.
idk what happened lehs... ='/
was sad-ing over it last night.
sigh... ='/

xiaoyi loves you! ='D

2009-07-13T22:47:00.003+08:00

nowadays,
the little dearest has been going through
pretty much emotional ups-and-downs.
due to the birth of jethro.
so he seems to feel jealous and neglected...

and everyone's expecting a lot from him.
they say "you're a korkor already!"
but then i thought,
"c'mon. he's afterall just a 2-year-old.
we should give him time to learn and adapt
ain't it?" he's still a baby =')

sigh but for now all i can do should be
to make sure i don't neglect him
nomatter how much im going to love jethro
and, to be there for him ='D

to think that he's entering the
terrible-two stage
(he's already behaving like a terrible-two kiddo!)
... seems like i just have to brace myself
for more mischieve, ETC.
haha! =D

02' july babies!

2009-07-13T16:36:00.002+08:00

woooooh! xD

big wide smiles, people =D =D

haha punya looks so blur x)

yea yea yea
birthday girl is the queen mah
HAHA xD

and this is dhrmp 02
(add-in: gary and yiying)

np outing to be continued

2009-07-08T00:31:00.003+08:00

coming up next:

19th july, sunday
@ city hall @ 5pm! =D
most prob kbox or dinner =)

the same old squad4'o7 =D

2009-07-07T18:48:00.003+08:00

(prescript. this post is 2days late x))

so we managed to have a successful outing

on the 5th of july. with

jiesheng! jt the ahpek! aaron my ahboy! charleswong! mr ler!
ma'am! baoyi! meiqi! huiting! me! =D

then we went pizza hut. haha! reminisce yi xia =')

this is how much food ma'am ordered!
(actually it's more than this!) HAHA
crazy mann.. x)
average we each ate like 4slices.
lowest record should be by charles, 1 or 2?
cos he had dinner before that.
and highest record by ler, like 7! HAHA
think frisbee starved him ah.. haha

AND this' us all... =D

ohyea. we were saying
we heard tt turtle junde has grown
taller and skinnier and tanner!
then ahpek asked
"rmb what daniel wrote in his blog about
the lives of squad4 10, now 9, years down the road?"
then i said
"OH! so it's coming true ah!!"
ahpek hurriedly said
"HUH then i'll be lying in the hospital lehs!"

LOL!

change

2009-06-27T14:05:00.002+08:00

What do you do When the things you once had Aren't what they were anymore?

Remember the day When you sat right here
And to be with you forever I swore

Faces you knew come along that don't look Like what you remember at all
Pictures that stay in your mind And don't leave
But still end up somehow different than before
Perfect picture of you and I Fading faster and I think I know why

Gone without me to the other side
Must I follow, leave the old me behind?

Change
It spins us round and bends us down
Turns us inside out
Change
It melts us down, moulds us round
Into who we are Into who we are Into who we are

What do you do when it's hard to recall The things you miss the most?
10,000 miles away From the place you used to call home sweet home
Memory fades and it comes, well it goes
You'll forget it all

Perfect picture of you and I Fading faster and I think I know why
Gone without me to the other side
Must I follow, leave the old me behind?

Change
It spins us round and bends us down
Turns us inside out
Change
It melts us down, moulds us round
Into who we are Into who we are Into who we are

Jokes you used to tell
The way things used to smell
Expressions on your face
Wouldn't want it any other way
I'd whisper in your ear Always hold you near
We were heading for the ground
Didn't ever want any of it to change
All those happy thoughts I never did give up

Always tried so hard until reality walked through my door
The lighting it grew thin
The flame it grew too dim
Do you want to change The real person that you are today?

What do you do When the things you once had Aren't what they were anymore?
Remember the day When you sat right here
And to be with you forever I swore

outing outing outing outing outing!

2009-06-27T10:22:00.003+08:00

tagg reply -
9401 to aaron:
haha yah lah boy.. im trying to organise a lunch/dinner.
then we can celebrate ma'am's and hwee's birthdays. ...and everybody's birthday.
help me spread okay. =D

saw this e-mail about love

2009-06-27T10:15:00.003+08:00

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

don't worry
cos im really not holding onto it anymore. =')

what a nice day

2009-06-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

23:26pm.
im currently facing one of the greatest challenge of working women.
as quoted from ping, it's "you sit too long then get tummy".

urghh. seriously.
i've been sitting infront of my comp for more than 13 hours
(excludes toilet breaks tho).
and my headache's aggravating every second =/
but it's okay, im fine =D

im tired. yea.
and now the report im doing is sth im passionate about.
imagine how many cups of coffee i'll need if i were to be doing reports on, say, science! T.T

this kind of studying-projects schedule
can really turn poor canaan into k-nerd ='/
(haha k-nerd's what my mom calls him by!)

jiayou people,
three more such NICE days
then adjourn stage,
then we'll be freed for ktv, out with family, makan, shop, fris.....freestyle-swimming!
HAHA

cheers,
9401 =D

i missed spu

2009-06-09T18:01:00.002+08:00

so i won't be going to spu anymore.
cos of a promise i've made to somebody. =)

but it was made up for.
today i got to play in a captain's ball match!
although it wasn't under the sun nor on the grass
it still feels great lah =)
and i played barefoot! muahaa
sorry lar cos the slippers were in the way
and i didn't want my white slippers to be stepped upon. x)

my left ear is so itchy! x)

hmmm there're really a lot to do for this hols.
pm. cbm. pec. rwps.
and study for mst.
and they still call this hols T.T
furthermore. cbm sounds so not feasible =/

anw. finished rwps survey today.
finished it very fast cos
kaikai helped a lot a lot =D
thanks.

ohyaa. hadn't updated anything on my work yah.
basically it was pretty slacked
but still managed to sell 6 sets of sunglasses! =)

dinner time!
pictures next time =D

loves,
9401.

"02" buffet at nihon again!

2009-06-05T22:17:00.003+08:00

so ohwen organised another successful 02 lunch
(well, we don't expect much. 6 is enough.)
(haha and anw. it became a course lunch cos there were o1 and o3 ppl too =)

same thing, ate to the brim. hahaa
bu this time round i've some advancement
i think im immune to wasabi!!!
i didn't bang the table like last time hahaha

well i'll post the pics some other time.
gotta sleep ealry tonight, as promised.
(after i send the perf mgt answers to bb)
cos i didn't sleep a wink (ok, actually two x 15mins) ytd
for oent report. chionged. and handed in already.

plus. tmr and sunday im going to work. 10 to 8.
=D =D =D
a bit of nervous. more of excitement.
my first work in my whole 17 years of life!!!!!!

kaikai imyvm.

barney day

2009-06-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

worse thing to happen in lecture halls is that
there is this very funny thing going on
yet you can't laugh it out
the more you control,
the more you feel like laughing.
worst still, you've a friend beside you
who also can't stop laughing HAHAHA
so i've been stuck in this stupid situation
twice so far. both blaw lectures.
first one was eleanor eating yanyan.
second is today when liyuan keep giving lame comments
actually it isn't very funny lah but
it's the controlling of laughter part
tt's so killing us. hahahaa

...okok
teacher ee wants me to focus on my reports first (:

the crack of an egg

2009-05-31T23:13:00.004+08:00

YES the report is out. the final final one tt we're going to submit
for hrprs ca one.
im feeling so touched! haha
the weeks of hardwork by everyone =')
long time since i felt like this.
(hey! the noises out there! this isn't JUST A REPORT okay.
it's OUR EFFORT. HMPH x'D)

school terms seem to be becoming shorter and shorter.
and then in another blink of our eyes
we'll be graduating
T.T i don't want to grow up so fast.
hope we can hang some 10000000kg-weights on the minute and hour hands
on the clock of life (:

alright. so now. while waiting for the prince
i shall attempt my blaw.
but then my brain's sleepy
muahahaha tt's why im blogging!!! xD
but my blink time is getting longer.
haha need to let my eyelids down soon.
or maybe go take some toothpicks.

shall end here (: goodnight, fellow people
tmr will be another sunny day =D
RMB TO SMILE!

more may babies!

2009-05-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

(: happy belated birthday to JANE (my long-lost lubber!)
(: happy belated birthday to ZHIYUN
(: happy birthday to SAMANTHA

best wishes
from 940!

food.com

2009-05-25T07:24:00.002+08:00

okay just to sidetrack for a while.
since we had to do on food websites (fine, we chose it ourselves.... FINE, i chose it)
and i found this.
left me a pretty good impression.
partly cos of their kind intentions to contribute to the community.
http://www.foodforthought.com.sg

you might want to go take a look.
shall find a chance to dine there =D

as the sky brightens up

2009-05-25T06:42:00.002+08:00

good morning! =D
06:43 am. online for online entre proj :)
shall do as much as possible! *determined face*

feels so fresh.
looking out of the window.
it's the start of a brand new day =D
and im up early to see the sky turning brighter every second =D

have a good day ahead! =D
cheers, 940 =D

banana!

2009-05-22T00:42:00.002+08:00

went for the third frisbee training today.........
THIRD?
haha it's only the third and we're all so high already! =D
today the blacktees-group are randomly called by wanyu as bananas.
haha and thing is we actually felt proud about that xD
and. we. really. were. high.

frisbee training isn't that tough dear =')
it's just like go there and play (and slim down and tan).
and, im improving =D =D =D

what angela said is stuck in my mind:
catching the disc is about the desire. no desire = no catch.
reminds me of sth i told some cadets few years back.
must have the feel. (:
you must be willing to believe that you want to do it, then you can do it.
even if you can't, you won't give up.
just keep trying. as long as you still hold on to that belief.
also involves sincerity somewhere.
haha must abide by nanchiau's motto
SINCERITY & PERSEVERENCE.

okay so. now. 00:50.
of 22nd may.
OH. HAPPY BIRTHDAYs TO WEE TA AND ZHIYONG! =D

and why am i here.
cos i can't find the psycho tutorials! (YAY!!!)
but i'd done hrprs little research.
and did more editing to rwps. and printed it.
and printed out comben tutorialfour slides.
left with packing my stuffs then I CAN GO AND SLEEP (:

craving for otahs.

to make brother happy

2009-05-10T23:03:00.001+08:00

daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel

not very nice to stop at tt post haha

2009-05-10T22:37:00.002+08:00

supposed to do my research now. but got stuck on msn. haha
alright just some updates...

stomach ache (not sure if it's the famous stomach flu but i hope not, of cos)
had diarrhoea for six times ytd T.T (no! nth to do with poor kangkong this time round).
sighhh and now still having the pain.
it's like cramps here and there.
don't know what's tt.

i joint ULTIMATE FRISBEE!
haha just received a call from this pretty-voice qinyi.
so excited x)
main reason is hweesiang and meiqi. wheeeeeee we're in the same cca again! =D
if it's other cca im not sure if i'll quit but
now tt they're also there
i might stay on =)
but but but this makes hweesiang our senior T.T haha
oh and second reason is EXERCISE AND LOSE FATS AND BECOME TAN TAN TAN =p

actually. nth more to post
and i've to do my research!
did nth productive (i know what dan's thinking -.-) for the past one hour =x!
okay back to work...... nono...... start working! byee =)

bra sizes

2009-05-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

haha i saw this in np blog...
you should be able to guess who posted it lah ahah.
and and i know it's not nice for girls to post such jokes
but i think it's really quite funny xD
here's the post:

"HI PEOPLE. school already starting damn boring...
Share an info about bra sizes wid u guys.
A - almost there.
B - Barely boobs
C - can't complain
D - DANG!
DD - DOUBLE DANG!
E - emormous
F - Fake
G - Get a reduction
H - Help me...

hahaaha"

dark circles

2009-05-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

here to post a lesson tt i learnt today.
(story form)

12:50pm.
jocelyn, eleanor, punya, huiping.... i mean laoda, were walking out of fc6.
punya saw a piece of 2dollar note on the floor
so she nudged jocelyn
jocelyn didn't know what to do either
so she told the well-experienced (cos she's 37.... 38.... i lost count =x) eleanor.

eleanor: "pick up lah"
jocelyn: "then do what?"
huiping....i mean laoda: "go buy food and eat la"
jocelyn: "cannot lah... we must do the right thing! this money doesn't belong to us!"
punya nods her head in strong agreement.
eleanor: "crazy ah!"
of cos, punya and i were just kidding.
so after lecture, we really proceeded to the sb office. (LOL!)
we suppressed our laughter and we went in.
stood there for a few mins cos no one dared to speak.
then the clerk: "yes?"
jocelyn: "uhh... we found this note" *raises up the hand with the note*
*acts out an innocent and honest and goodgirl face* no wait. tt don't need acting xD
what happened next was............................
everybody in the office burst into laughter.

i know. it's exaggerating. it's very pri school...
and yah, we were just trying to make ppl laugh.
clarine even said we should've lodged a police report
you'll also laugh right? and take it as a joke like all of us did, right?

but come to think of it again...

c'mon.

shouldn't we'all be upright citizens?

im sure what i did wasn't wrong eh.

i think this story reflects on ppl's concept of honesty nowadays.

or moral. whatever you call tt.

but anyway.

we've decided to donate it to charity (:

blaw roleplay x)

2009-05-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

lao da!

it's easy to know which lawyers
to seek help from.
see Lawyer ohwen now:

see Lawyer ohwen
5 seconds later:

it's also advised tt
you get nice clients.
see Client ohwen now:

see Client ohwen
1 second later:

celebrating belated birthdays

2009-05-06T22:08:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthdays

to nawa and mr ball tan =D

(lol gary! i know it's you)

tata!

didn't take much pics this time round.. =x
and i couldn't catch the scene where
vanna was trying to cover nawa's eyes!
grrrr... xD

psss. one more belated cele.....
couldn't find the tls in ntuc T.T
i'll try to go petrol kiosk or sth =]!

comben tutorial

2009-05-03T18:56:00.007+08:00

17th day of bliss

2009-05-03T14:51:00.002+08:00

there!
the white flipflops i mentioned =D

haha i've got a lot to say!

but not here x)
if not later i lose control

and then everything gets mushy
i'll get complain letters. haha

anw!
wylie and yz got these for us!

so sweeeeeeet right ='D

THANK YOUS. loves!

with you,
i don't know how to stop smiling

Well for me its waking up beside you
to watch the sunrise on your face
to know that i can say i love you
at any given time or place

rick's birthday =D

2009-05-03T14:34:00.005+08:00

foa. again, sorry it's so late. heh =P
first thursday of school!
sweet of them to invite us over eh =D

here's the b'day vchair:
i like the shirt x)

greetings =D

muahaa! xD

the two aunties +)

say cheeeese :)
psss. i think manwei looks like
a combi of jas and nic xD

here's us ALL =D

dhrmp peerbuddy day. part two.

2009-05-03T13:43:00.006+08:00

cont'd! so, still at red bridge:

haha yy so cute x)

at first i was only taking leyley and eevon.

but the camwhores just so naturally
flock over. haha

see what i mean? haha!

jocelyn and sebaseleanor -.-!!

vanna, it's alright..
just let xiaomeimei have it +)

DHRMP 02s!!!
whooooo we were the champion tt day
nonono is...........everyday! xD

my shaky camera took this...
sebas says it looks like rick
walking into a world of enlightment xD

pretty photographer :)

we made the lecturers cheer!
haha =P

03s!
(minus ellele and seb please)

01s!

yah tt's all folks =D

ohyaa my slippers.....
it snapped T.T
very sad lar. had to throw it away.

anw i had to walk barefoot from red bridge to mlt 8.

haha
and intended to go home just like tt
but some angel forced me to get a new pair.
so coincedently the vendors were in school
so he bought me a pair of white flipflops ='D

dhrmp peerbuddy day. part one.

2009-04-29T21:05:00.005+08:00

foa. sorry tt this is posted so late =P

peer buddy was quite a success

can say tt

though not everything went according to plan

but in general it was alright

and everyone had fun =D

here's me and my leyley!

precious daughter yuduan :)

tt's the oops! Lollipop model

met her along the corridor

lol! x)

you may want to ignore
the next two pictures xD

this' the caterpillar/tootootrain
so cute right.
at least this didn't screw up x)

dhrmp 02s =)

the Seniors.
haha the skit went well too =)

so to end of this post.

let's do a DHRMP CHEER! =D

shitstead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST QIANYONG =D
best wishes to my shitstead, from your shitstead :)

i know you're enjoying your life over there
laugh you soooooooo much
and misses ='D

school's coming back soon!

2009-04-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

had aunty to help me out
with wrapping the prizes today
...k it's more like i asked her over to wrap
i didn't do much
except throwing in newspapers and
trying out a new design but in the end destroying the wrapper xD

talked to eleanor about all those things
she never like my kind of boyfriends.
i don't know if i should feel worried or secured. haha!
and im very scared of her predictions
because they always come true. like
tt time i told her i've become closer friends with canaan
and then she asked "what if one day he asks you..."
then i went "please lah"
but then. haha
so just tape her up if the fairygodaunty has any predictions again. x)

has been busy with foc, fop for the past few weeks.
then ytd was just fascils bbq.
canaan's house is reallyyyyy far.
and i walked tt distance for quite a number of times
so i think i know how to go already huh x)
wait wait. my point is usually i can't rmb routes clearly
but yah, i think i can rmb tt route
cos i walked several times. yah =)
k here's sth you've already read:
even if the road is longer,
im ready to walk the miles with you.
in fact, i wished the road was longer x')

thinking of what to wear to school
and what to wear to peng's wedding =D
of cos im excited!
and i must get a new haircut before tt
k i promise, no short hair, no bangs. haha

read the chinese papers
about the huang na's mother.
wtf she go build a four-storey high, four-bballcourts big mansion
with those money ppl donated to her
out of sympathy.
seriously.
you can't blame the society for being cold-blooded.
it's cos there are ppl like tt
who betray ppl's sympathy. so. ='/
i find tt very sad.

but anyway we saw this ahpek
picking cans
and my mom just gave him five dollars.
wanted to go help him crush the cans
but didn't.
so throughout the dinner i felt bad
enjoying my dinner while the ahpek was crushing cans.

right right.
time to shower, then i can hear him on the phone!
byeeeeeeee
take care ppl =D

a quiz tagged by sebas

2009-04-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

1.Beside your lips, where is the place you link to be kissed?

forehead :)
it's sweet lahs

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?

Is canaan on his way already?
hope he won't be lkate x)

3.Who was the last person you take picture with?

fascils?
forgot =x have been taking pictures with many diff ppl lately! x)

4.Would you considered to be spoiled?

i think im pampered!
only child lehs xD

5.Would you ever donate blood?

im scared! but
but but i won't say no if i've to
so it ....... depends on the situation?

6.Do you have a good friend of your oppsite sex?

i've a good brother by the name of daniel =)

7.Do you wan someone dead?

miss sunshine's never evil =)

8.Wad are you thinking of right now?

is my dear still having headache?

9.Do you wish someone was beside you now?

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
he's voice is here so it feels near somehow =)

10.When did you go to sleep last night?

12 right? :)
im a good girl ok =)

11.where did you buy your shirt you wearing right now?

i bought this too long ago le xD

12.is there someone on ur mind now?

of cos =)

13.tagg 10 ppl to do this quiz

1) naaah
2) i
3) will
4) just
5) skip
6) this!
7) cos
8) i
9) am
10) kind

tata! =D

birthday greetings! =D

2009-04-09T09:33:00.002+08:00

& i just rmb!
it's nawa and pohyih's birthdays today =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAWA! =D

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO haPPY =D

and

an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEO =D

out with ping'er and aunty

2009-04-08T17:26:00.003+08:00

we forgot to take picts

with huiping! =x

and, sorry tt i look tired.

haha

tt's my smileyyy donut :)

we went into this high-class

cake shop named Canele

and all we ordered is this:

it's hard cotton candy =D
has a very nice name

but we just called it
"lump of sugar" haha

and it's hard to cut.
kudos to eleanor.........'s knife. haha!

back to now!

2009-04-08T17:11:00.002+08:00

okay i fell very sick
since ytd.
most prob it's from jr baby T.T
his virus was also spread to:
ahyi pangkorkor jiejie. four adults in total lehs.
scary =S

tt's why i couldn't go to ktv today
in the end whole thing is cancelled
cos they say no pretty girl then they don't want go le
haha kk aiyaa cos i was the organiser =P

im typing very slowly cos im doing many things at once:

EATING
it's this super nice cereal (i forgot the brand)
plus daisy milk.
i love daisy more than anything else
cos i think daisy got more milk taste than others.
haha what am i talking about. they're all milk.
k i juts prefer daisy =)

E-MAILS
have to settle the buddu system thing... =]

SMS
smsing with my scandal. haha
he's is totally made of sugar xD

SINGSONG
im very in the singsong mood
so since we can't go k
i sing at home.
haha but my voice is so hoarse
and keep going off-pitch =p

and BLOGGING. haha
uploading the foc picts really needed a lot a lot of
patience and perseverance mann!

k maybe i shall stop here
so tt i can concentrate on the other things above.
haha..
byeeeeeeeeeee
take care, don't fall sick like me! =')

FOC 09/10 :) :) :)

2009-04-08T15:05:00.007+08:00

phototaking day! :)

the GENSONS :D

GENSON fascils!

me and joshua koh =)

and darren!

CUPIDOs =D

the DHRMPFI :)

new course. haha

and they're coming up with a
dhrmpfi cheer/dance!

our OCs

the 1.8 ppl
(so unfair right)
and they asked huiping to be the contrast
haha so bad xD

the pretty
g i r l s

the sexayes!

the underweight
haha so kelian
look at mole's face!

eeeeeeeek.
feed him, quick!!!

the "C-cups"

the spects ppl

and the contact lens ppl

the tongue studs babes

braces - used to. haha

the dudes group T.T

our campers BOM us from upstairs!
happy tt they're so high =D

the dimples ppl

long hair group!
gee i think my hair really has
grown much longer =)

tt's my partner.
just to intro,
he's jerry.
uhh, male, 19, dba, thick-skinned.

haha!

went for a meal of
Botak Jones
aft camp.

actually there could've been more picts.

like nightwalk and gala night.

but my cam sleeps early like me x)

and we went swimming aft disco night!
it was very cooling and all =D

but it become too cooling
tt we were all freezing.

haha.

cos we stopped swimming and
started crapping
stuffs like cheesy convo. haha

rights. shall end it here, i guess.

'3 cheers for FOC =D

FOC 09/10 :) :)

2009-04-08T13:53:00.006+08:00

DAY 2 was taken up

mostly by amazingly dirty race.

which means i'd to camp at my station

CAPTAIN VEGE STATION :)

with nutella and joshkoh.

the crazy girl suggested

unskinning the tomatoes.

at first it seemed like a really fresh idea,

but in the end it's damn gross.

and sick.

haha!

it's like you can see

the veins and all. haha!

but im still proud

to have done this

unintentionally x)

busy stripping the tomatoes

heh. free services :)

lots of mess
to be cleared up.

in the end had to let chris and tim ong take over.
really thanks,

cos we know tt's really a tough tough tough job =')

tt's aishah's station!
haha i didn't know she's tt naughty okay!
she go bully the blindfolded ppl.

(kla in the end i went to bully her x)

dao dan!

pizza time!!!
everyone's high for the sake of FOOD

like, omg, all it takes is VISA!

(don't you think it looks damn zai?)

oops. i forgot to rotate this.
anw this is the cute dude kien.

from Ollie.

me and noelle freaked him out

by taking picts with him

and he went to complain to josh. haha!

kk we're sorry x)

gaahh.... debra's reading
during a camp. haha!

clay was describing the stages of shit.....
relating to these jams -.-
i got disgusting campers. haha

this' day 3.

cleaning up is the worse lah.
eek

and poor campers had to do all these =/

mini concert by

camper joshua =)

and weili and yeechuan :)

and actually halimah sang too.

but i only took videos (which im lazy to upload x)

halimah is my superidol =D

this is the scoreboard!

so in the end Kobal is the best group.

and the winning cluster was MORTUUS!!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously, i think as long as you've

enjoyed yourself in the camp,

you're a winner =D

FOC 09/10 :)

2009-04-08T11:56:00.009+08:00

the battle btwn

GENSON & MORTUUS

(genson's flag is reallyyyyyyy cute larrrr)

(but honestly mortuus' flag is nice. esp the font :)

the intro time!

and these're my darlings:

CUPIDO!!! =D

we've:

darren halimah me valerie suffi

YUYA IRENE JIAFANG YENSUANG

JIAWEI JAMES CLAYDEMAN BRYAN

JUNREN BEXTON KOVAN FABIAN

they're like a white sheet of cloth

when they first came......

but gradually filled in with colours :)

(i feel tt im so sophisticated! muahaaha)

the cloth station:

we lost to Proteus!

but we're very sporting lah.

forfeit jiu forfeit lo =)

sigh but seriously,
their morale was very low at the beginning.

so we lost in most (all?) games

on day 1 ='x

the eggy game.
eeeeek

all you do is to trust your friend =)

darren's laming session.
(poor campers! haha)

gogogo!

haha...
i must say these campers
are very pei he

cheering session!
i got really high here =D =D =D

got yeechuan to help us
take a few picts +)

blurrrr!
k it's cos my cam batt was running low.
not yeechuan's fault =)

randommmm

wwwwww

2009-03-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

Went Wild Wild Wet With Wee! =D

aunty and i got this www tics from class
eh, cos we won the facebook thing.. haha
so, HURRAYYYY!

it wasn't boring like she'd imagined lo
except for some slides tt, we, uhh...
have to push oursleves down.. lol!
cos it wasn't slippery enough.
but the pink-and-blue is our love.

went shiok river and this funny lifeguard
talked to me about tanning his armpit. hahaa
so random right..

then i was forced to go on sky rider
im super scared =x

so as part of the deal,
we went onto samsung!
muahahahaaa
it's like _ _ _ ,
thrilling but short.
makes you want to do it again.
eh the three underscores mean "wow" ok
not think too much ar, kiddos xD

k actually i've went www for manyyy times le
but it still seems fun to me =D
they've this new Splash area
like some little science corner...
little explorations =)

hmm and i told eleanor abt this bitch
lol. can't say it out loud here, of cos.
just this person who told me this sth
and then go omg.
urgghhh anw why am i wasting space writing abt her.

anw anw.
is today some eye candy day?
saw soooooo many cute guys
ohhhhhhmyyyyyyyyyyy......... gaaaaah xD
and i mean cute guys, like reallyyy reallyyyyy cute. nice eyes =)
more than five. in a day.
lucky thursday xD
oh and i saw alvin in downtown..
eh wait! he's not one of those i mention above
k im not saying you're not cute lah.
haha!

ooops. batt running low!
both my comp's and mine.
haha.
right,
taggggggg replies!

940-nette: eh i reallyyyy want to see you in your short hair!
940-twin: is today 26th already? x'D
940-banglah: haha! lame.. who're you ar?
940-canaan: i think my noel is the noelle you know =D
940-gary: haha! really? OOPS... don't mean to snatch credit. i forgot! haha. but i got an impression tt i washed also... forgot when tt was.
940-aaron: eh you call them up lar? or just be patient... someone will take you in de lah, don't worry. maybe you should tell them you're my er zi then they'll gladly take you in le! =D
go tag np blog also lehs..

under-eat

2009-03-23T17:52:00.003+08:00

i lost my appetite.
so far
i've only eaten tau suan (eh aunty, don't give tt face leh)...
and i was munching onto strawberries. like 10. finished all
cos i was hungry.
hungry but no appetite... am i making any sense?
k but tt's really the case. jian fei bah!

today i got piggybacked (doesn't mean im a piggy k!)
by this new-found friend wenhong.
i feel so bad la
cos he's skinnnnyyyyyy
when i jumped onto his back (no other thoughts please)
he said "AHH" x'D
haha! k but he's very nice lah
anw no choice lah cos in our group right,
only got minsi and i who're the "smaller sized" ppl
so, halima (sry for spelling mistakes!) got to piggyback minsi too,
xinku ni men le! ='D

and we played this wash hair game again
i volunteered my hair again!
like quite std.. i did it for foc and bc too. hahas

last week we played this pass-the-chair game
then noel said sth very funny
cos we've to squeeze near to one another very closely right
then i was infront of her and this new-found friend brian was behind her
she whispered to me:
"what if he erect ar?"

x'D

k then..
eh wait. will there be any freshies reading my blog?!
shan't talk abt the games anymore! if not later y'all got no surprise le. x)

A L R I G H T . . .

gottogo! hahas.. byeeeeeeeee =D

a roller coaster ride

2009-03-19T10:55:00.002+08:00

past few days was quite a struggle.....
so the cart went zoooooom! all the way down the slope.
the cart passed through a tunnel and
put me through a kind of horrifying darkness
i saw corpses... those were ppl who chose to give up
so they die. or so they thought they don't have to face it anymore.
but in fact they're staying in the darkness forever.
so i held on.
and the cart moved on.
not long after, the ride through the tunnel ended
and i saw light.

and came 18th march (focus here is not junting's b'day)
when the results came out.
so the cart zooooooom! all the way upslope
so breathtakingly enjoyable.
and i smiled.

actually tt's what i call life.
grit onto your teeth and hang on in there
in times of darkness.
don't moan.
for without experiencing darkness
you won't know how good it feels
to be able to see the light again.

im back (again). really ='D
got some nice people to thank... yknow who you are.
loves! =D

chalet 'o2

2009-03-09T18:17:00.002+08:00

chalet #2
we stayed in this very very big chalet
this time round.
and yay, it's much less uluu
compared to the prev =)

it was really big.
and it felt like a house.
cos there were proper rooms, proper toilets,
proper living room and even a super proper big dining table.

didn't plan any special activities
so mainly we were slacking, shaking legs,
watching teevee, playing poker. didn't gamble at all lar..
we just traded sweets, at most =)
and i learnt bridge!
like finally hor.
i rmb back in tpjc,
ws always likes to play bridge
but then we don't know how.
arghh i miss him x)
as a friend la... now =)

and day two i bought them 20 roti prata early in the morn!
ahgong ate 5 out of the 20.
so huiping and debra had to eat lesser.
they said the curry's veryyyyy nice =D
so maybe next sem
if you're in my proj grp,
and if we proj in my house then
maybe i'll bring y'all there to eat la =)

aft tt... nth much bah.
they wanted to go cycle
but then we had to wait for the lecturers
anw i couldn't......... i mean i don't like to cycle
so it's a good thing they didn't go
if not i'll just rot alone in the chalet unit.

then ping'er and xiaomeimei yy went swimming
and huiping came out like a Bangalah!
serious.
i'll post the pics next time. hahaa
she was black like noboday's business lor =x

then we went to play in the
children's playroom.
got chased out in the end =x
(cos only aged 12 and below then allowed mah)
yy can act lah, and ellleelele can act as the mother.
but the rest of us couldn't.
but anw! we had enough fun before we got chased out =D
played with the balls and slides.
we went thru this very squeezy and dark covered slide.
really brings back childhood memories.
except tt everything is smaller now.
kk, we're bigger now.
and i think we made a lot of noise,
tt's why had to be chased out =P

aft tt was buffet and bbq and nth much.......
ohyaa we played those "iq" games
with zhiyu's friends..

had stomachache so didn't eat much. =/
and i think tt's abt it lar.

pictures next time.
AND....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIYU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

pss. and suhang =D

back from foc/fop BS

2009-03-09T17:59:00.002+08:00

im proud of myself today!
actually didn't kena forfeits at all
usually im bad with the my-neighbour game
but then today we played a lot
and i really like it now xD

saw many unfamiliar faces
i. never. know. they. exist.
i used to think sb was small
but im sorry, i take back my words! hahas

and yesyesyes! EYE CANDIES :) :) :)
have like two or three!
only one was a since-long-ago-i-knew-he-exist one
but bra says he looks like a booch instead
which i can't help but agree
but then i still think he looks good overall
maybe cos he has the style of
My Super Crush. heh. of cos i won't say who lar.

ohya. mr elephant toh stepped on my toes T.T
at first i was spoz to be in grp no2
but then there were not enough ppl in the other room
so me and jeremy went over.
for foc i also kena called over to change rooms. haha
so anw. had fun lar.

some random announcements...

hey o2s,
due to some technical faults + lazy to try again,
chalet pics can't be uploaded.
i'll try again next time k =)

AND. let's go wild wild wet, eleanor!
after our dayima, let's chiong okay =D

results will be out in 10 DAYS' TIME.
my heart's beating very faaaaaaast.
for once i really want hols to just fly past.
flap your wings faster!

ninth of march

2009-03-09T17:35:00.003+08:00

i feel like doing some very girlish little things....
that's soft and quiet, but romantic and beautiful...
i was mesmerised watching the ripples
forming and disappearing, forming and disappearing.....
while waiting for mama's car in yck.
i think ripples are very nice little things... :)

and imagine if i look up and i can see rainbow,
or if some kids were playing with bubbles beside me,
or if some mrClown would hold a bundle of colourful balloons and then walk past me.
just close your eyes and imagine.
...but open your eyes again. if not you can't read on (:

and i got myself lost in the beauty of rain falling down
i think it's really wonderful. and romantic :)
so i imagined myself holding a transparent umbrella
and looking up into the sky
as the rain falls.

i feel like eating ice-cream
but i hope they're not too sweet.
maybe some wine but not too strong too.
(: my current emotions
are like a pale yellow piece of paper.
very lightly happy. just ... smile :)

thought of this song of kelly's
when i was watching the ripples:
btw, ripples = 涟漪 :)

yi miao zhong de yong yuan

每个人的心中都有一个小的梦
像蜻蜒点在微微涟漪水中

涟漪往往只会泛起短短一秒钟却让人怀念的好久好久

在我们的爱情中总是太多风波忘记它才能安然度过

释怀后的拥抱虽短感动却很久
就在爱情离开了我那么久以后
我还清晰记得在你怀中丰富感受
只一秒钟却永远了

虽然许多爱的可能在门外经过
为甚么我还深锁自己无动于衷
是一秒钟的天长地久深深包围我
只一秒钟却成为了永远